The Woman Warrior

There was once a woman warrior named Woman who was a strong independent woman and she used her woman weapons against her enemies who didn't like woman and thought woman was woman evil.
All woman enemies were whitey, and whitey hates woman everything and woman will hate whitey everything and Woman will woman kill woman hating whitey to ensure woman harmony is woman saved in Womanland. She will fight through woman hate and will be sure to woman achieve the highest woman rank and become a woman leader in woman land Womanland after woman overcoming her woman fears of whitey.

Throughout her woman life she was whitey bullied by whitey every day and lived as a woman victim under whitey oppression and being woman hurt for being woman until that exact moment she woman roared "It's woman time" and began to woman all over the woman place with her woman powers and woman strength and woman independence and woman validity and woman love and woman tolerance and woman might and woman positivity and woman bravery and woman stunningness, and she set her woman standards in order to woman succeed. Then once she woman fought the whitey king named Toxito Masscolini she woman restored woman peace and woman equality to woman who woman loved woman all woman day and all woman night in woman land of Womanland and Woman was woman pronouned the woman god of woman all over the woman planet and the Woman Lord woman loved her so woman much, and she was the strongest woman in all woman. Woman bless her and all woman who woman to very woman woman like Woman. She was the womanest woman who ever woman'd.

A Short Lesson About Safe Spaces, Echo Chambers, and Internet Collectivism...

When it comes to enforcing rules regarding free speech whether you want to enforce it or not, populism will almost always make your website an echo chamber.

If freedom of speech is enforced on a website whether it's a bulletin board or a social network, there's a slippery slope that occurs in many such cases. Free speech removes many limits of internet discussion so people can get away with things most sites don't allow nowadays, and if it is encouraged on that site, there will most certainly be a bunch of Stormfront /pol/ or Soyjak Party refugees spreading their doctrine for attention and for the sake of attempting to create an intimidating personality. These types will eventually flood the website and therefore that website will become a safe space for what they call Neo-Nazis.

However, if someone becomes a head of that site and witnesses the content that has overtaken it, they'll have to enforce a strict rule that would always read something along the lines of "FREEDOM = SLAVERY" and therefore enforce censorship rather than free speech. This leads to all the former extremists being eradicated from every page as their videos comments and accounts are deleted, and in return thousands of Tumblr and Bluesky refugees begin flooding the site with content that is just as extremist as what the former userbase uploaded. And no matter what you align yourself with outside the "far-left," you will always be permab& for the opinions you hold, even if they aren't that radical. Therefore the website becomes a safe space for Anarcho-Maoists.

Vidlii did the same thing at the start of last year: New moderator joins the site and enforces censorship laws, website becomes a safe space for the left rather than a safe space for the right, and therefore hardly a thing changes when it comes to safe spaces. Once a Stormfront haven, now a ResetEra haven. Same shit, different views.

"B-But sweetie??? Ummm like the moderator made the site better because muh social justice-

Don't get me started. At least I'm not like you, thinking Karl Marx's ideas would not result in a societal decay if implemented like Cold War China or Russia. Hell, had I been a Hegelian in terms of Adolf Hitler or Benito Mussolini, I would have the same belief as you but more in terms with isolationism rather than globalism. Either way, fighting extremism with extremism is not a smart move.

 

The difference is that since Nazism and Marxism are two distinct flavors of socialism, people who hold beliefs of each will produce the same kind of echo chamber when they consume most of the site's traffic. Nazism makes the site a Stormhole, Marxism makes the site a Journalhole, and both are Socialist ideologies that have resulted in totalitarian regimes. But whether Nazism and Marxism is moderate or not all depends on what people believe, whether they've supported the ideologies so much they've grown to ignore the extremism, or they just never side with it because they know how radical they are.

In the end, making a website a safe space or an echo chamber is a threat to net neutrality, and even free speech as a whole. It's simply collectivism, and it's harmful to individualism.

I'm 17 years old

Life at 17 needs to be better than life at 16. So far this year had been poor, but if this year ends off horribly then next year should NOT be the year where I contract a terminal disease (Or will? Who knows, I still don't want it). Because I am not going to get said disease and never WILL get said disease, even if I worry about one day by day.

I mean, I had to deal with staying 7 days in a care unit and coming back sick, America falling apart because a Republican got martyred by a radical Anarchist, and renting a new house for almost the entire year because its owners got cancer and we weren't able to stay there any longer. Most annoying of all, these stupid complications relating to tense muscles, fear of disease, and nervousness. 

 Luckily, my mom already passed a year of nursing school (proud of her for that), and she has to prepare for next year in order to graduate, along with having to shut up just in case she gets everything done right. Back then, I didn't have empathy for her peace, but I think that can be arranged :) 

 On the other hand, this period of anxiety-made tension is supposed to be temporary if the right help is actually given instead of having everyone ignore you and expect you to have all of it go away by the snap of a finger once you chant "You are enough." But this is complex, I have no idea what's really happening and all that I've speculated out of it was through the help of an AI. 

 And I hate those digital genies; they never write anything beyond their nigh obsolete algorithms. Either way, this year was fucking horrible for all the bad events, but amazing for my artistic skills and their improvement, and I'll only keep my talent for the next year while working on broadening my horizons or developing my craft further. 

Until then, I'm waiting for some honest-to-god relief, and it HAS to happen soon. I just see the salvation coming a thousand miles away...

"glad ur arts gotten better! hopefully youll feel that relief soon"

                                                                            -Some Tumblr refugee named Heckarockstick

Trouble With Life Can Lead to Worse Possibilities

There's a lot of harsh conflict in my family's life, from stress, to constant phone arguments, to disrespect, to possible parental neglect from a son like me. This all encapsulates what I've been subjected to over the past 5 to 10 years of internet discovery, and I have a mix of opinions over it. Either I'm proud to be chronically online and not even sane, or I'm regretting having to put myself in this depressing situation, it doesn't matter. 

What really matters is the lack of change in my behavior, and only time will tell when improvements will actually change me into a better person rather than some trashy, skinhead serial killer. Again, it's sad because I've been more innocent in my single number years, but I was also pretty stupid. But all the innocence has been overshadowed by the terror that stirs in my head, wether it's in the context of behavior or not.

Trouble with life can lead to worse possibilities, even if you're not responsible for your disastrous actions that can lead to serious trouble. Besides, because of all the misbehavior I've been bringing onto this world, my mother thinks I'd bomb a transit system at the age of 18, despite having the thoughts of not doing that.

It's...It's complicated to even explain what's going on, but all I had to say were those thoughts that rarely made sense. I'm expressing a bit of my trouble I've been having this year and the previous years: No activity, no love and respect, no flexibility, and no sense of likeness for anything. And I need help.

-Telsm

Parental Issues (Lament)

I have a mother. My mother has problems with health and she's trying her best to stay longer by treating it. Unfortunately, I can't make her live a good life when I'm angry. I guess that's why we don't usually get along good. I also have a father; he has less of the problems than my mother, but we do have trouble in some cases as well.

I guess maybe because I have all these daddy issues and motherly distrust I'm subjecting and brainwashing myself to bad and foolish things 24/7, and am I clearly fond of that? In some cases, I might think it's a good thing to have background noise of some 40 year old getting humiliated, but I'm aware that it's not at other times. This is a result of my constant slothful activity that I also have rare care about...when I obviously should.

Honestly, it's a rare chance for me to improve in real life when it comes to behavioral antics and manners. Unless if it's a successful shift in tone of attitude, mannerisms, and deeds, maybe my parents would trust me again, but only time will tell. Just to save some time, I'll create a lack of productivity until I realize entirely that I'm a useless child.  

I doubt anybody's reading anything on this blog. There's absolutely nobody coming in and it feels like I'm seeking for attention just writing these pointless posts. Not that I'm really gonna get so many views anyway. After all, I'm have a really, really small following, unless if something I make becomes really big...

I Should Venture More (Another Childhood Lament)

I used to go to places when I was a kid. I went outside with my grandparents to the playground, I went to museums, I went to the beach often, and even the Kennedy Space Center. I still go outside as of now and have went to bigger places like North Carolina before, but it's just not as constant or vivid on how much I visit the outdoors.

I wish I could just go out more though. There's plenty of things I can do out there, just having adventures in places that I won't like at the start but will get used to the more I visit, but I can't think of that because I'm mostly on the iPad, on bed, listening to the same type of tedious but entertaining foolishness as background noise. 

Because I had a more vivid and innocent past, I could've had the potential (and I still do), but I think I'm wasting it all on slacking off.

Even if my writing seems garbled and I'm just going around saying things that kind of don't have connection to the subject matter, it still matters. I'm still worried about my current state and my future, but I'm feeling fine because I often care less, even in times where I should care.

Also, I feel alone. I rarely even have any friends, and I wish I could have some. Some at least. Real life friends, but also a few internet friends. I could find someone to be my woman one day, but I don't know if I'll come off as some sort of unattractive kid who can't get a woman or some kind of abuser.

But aside all of what I've mentioned, I'm still begging and wanting more in life. I'm like a bland Disney princess who's dreaming of better opportunities, except male. And even then, I still hate doing these opportunities, but still want them in the future.

Okay, I'll stop crying now. Thanks for listening.

-Telsm

We Change (Lament)

When I was a kid, I was amazed at things I found amazing and exciting. Birthday presents when I was a kid, bike rides with my father, the zoo before it got boring, the planetarium visit of 2015, and many more. That was when I was innocent enough, but sometimes pretty bad.

As of now, everything's changed. I'm no longer as expressive as when I was a child, and I ended up becoming pretty moody. When I tried briefly using my new Corsair, I didn't have as much excitement as I expected. It's just the same thing as when I reset my Alienware PC, except slightly faster. So now, I'm planning to start things differently with a new operating system I haven't tried completely; maybe it's bad, maybe it's good, who knows?

It's just because of what your son develops when he gets older. For instance, the opinions change, the tastes change, the likeness changes, the attitude changes, and also the linguistics and lexicon changes overtime. Either because you subject yourself to things you shouldn't be subjecting yourself too or not, there is a huge difference from what your son was when he was a child. Parents probably don't find this pleasing.

That's the point of when people reach teen ages or grow up. They change from either good people or bad people. I chose an unwell option and I may or may not be guilty of such. Honestly, because of this, I have very vivid concern about my future. In some chances, I'll be able to grow a different and better man, but other times, I may take a turn into becoming a disgusting creature. Two paths lead to two different things and I'm pending my last minute option for the future.

Shortly, we change into different people. It's usual for those who grow up and leave things alone for different things.

This may sound like there's not much thought put into anything, but it's just an expression of opinion.

-Telsm